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22November2007

1year with XingYing & AhhCheng
2years with XingYing & AhhCheng

04August2009♥DarylChew

Baby, you were always there
making me smile :]
You have the nicest shoulder.
Haha and you made my moodswings ever so stable :D
Baby, your promise you made
will always be kept in heart.

Friends 'n' Outings;
-Friends to be happy always :D
-Outings with full clique
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9&10 :D
-Flyer, Kbox, Pool, Sentosa
with clique(s)
-Outing with drama-mama club
1,2,3,4&5
-Go mastercraft with szekai
-Watch; "UP","Monsters VS aliens"
&"FAME"

Self 'n' School;
-Moodswings to be controlled better
-Top 5 for EOY :D
-Pass all subject in RP
accept chi in midyear 2009
-A1/A2 for EOY's
art paper & overall :D
-Get into SEC4N2 2010
-Have more freedom& privacy..
-Stop slashing/hurting myself

Stuff(s);
-No celebration for my 15th birthday
-More tops,dress, makeups' & shoes
-Own Laptop, iTouch, Camera
-Paint my room maroon
-New handphone :D
 -More more money $,$
-163 tall, fairer
-Black& gray stripped hoodieee,
-shoulder/school bag
-White havanas
-Black leather jacket, N cap :]
-Curse that stupid bitch get
expelled / sent to GIRLS HOME.

I don't know why, but i just wanna cry real bad. -31August2009

Okay, that's it people !!
I OFFICIALLY CLOSE DOWN MY BLOG FROM NOW ONWARDS -.-
Hear that?! Hahah so start unlinking me :]
Wheeeeeee~~ Haha jsut can't be bothered to blogging now :/
Haha but i ain't deleting it,
cause it just has too much memories left in it..
This blog has been open since last ear may so yeah. Goodbye :D

I'm done with the things i've got :]



Thoughts left behind.


Thursday20August2009

Lazy to blog about what's been going on.. soo..
i'm just posting about somethings that i really want to say.

I know your paranoid, you're changing into the better.
Compared to the past few times, i'm proud now that you understand.
But still somethings tend to bug me, i really want to talk to you.
But i won't even know if you're listening to me or not.
Because now you, what ever problems you just say "i don't care".
Every single time you say that, my mind's always wandering.
What happened to the girl i know.
And i seriously feel like screaming at you to wake up and look at yourself.
I know i've always been there for you, but what would you do?
If the closest people you knew ain't there to help you.
Solve it yourself? Or solving it by making it worse.
i'm not trying to say as if you suck at solving.
But you also have to think of the other party's mindset and personal thinking.
And i don't want you to have this mindset that
"Oh everybody hates me, i don't care.
As long as my friends are there for me its okay."
Well my dear, everything doesn't just stop there.
You have to do things yourself, actions speak louder than words.
Every decision and doing is what made everything happen in the first place.
Maybe you think i suck for sayin all these shit.
But think about it awhile.
I ain't mad, i just don't know how to help anymore.

My heart is just too soft for the people i really care about.
People tend to say i'm a good friend, what do they know? Haha
Even i think as a friend i'm over protective to what i do.
And i know i suck for that, haha who am i kidding..
I suck for so many things and i wonder why people don't hate me for it.
Gosh, i'm happy i really am. But sometimes i felt as if i was crushed.
But why? I don't know.. I don't feel as lonely as before.
But still at the same time, i still felt that i was alone.
Gosh what am i thinking again.
Haha, I have daryl, cheng, xing, celine, shad and yongxuan.
They are always there for me when i need a listening ear.
They make me laugh every single day, and i love it.
I've never felt happier for the past few days.
Honestly i'm happy with what i've got now,
just that why does this feeling keep coming?
Paranoid. And i don't intend to do anything about it :]

Baby, you're really always there for me.

Saturday15August2009

Hey people!! i'm finally back blogging!! :D
Its been more than 3 weeks okay?
Lol, but seriously, i fucking hate my blog.
There's some kuku a-hole thing that's making this happen -.-

Haha alright, today went to mbs late..
When i was on the way there, had a change of plans.
Went to xing's house first, cheng eventually came and left to mbs at 10plus.
After practice went to xing's house with cheng for lunch :D
Answer is obvious.. Haha maggie!! :D Lol.

At about 1.45 left and took 21 to ehub :]
Had outing with baby, yongxuan, woonling, dick,
jiong hong,daoyi, wilson, shi hsiang and edvin
Lol but seriously today was cracked up super funny!! xD
Met baby at urban males and went to meet up with the others :D

Had no choice but to buy the 5.40 ticket because 7/10 were all still hungry :x
Went to subway -.- and then slacked around :]
Saw lebrone and bryan playing jubeat z.z
While walking around in downtown,
dick even got to make it own cotton candy.
And it looked like a umbrella when it was meant to be round!!
Gosh it was really hilarious :]
Okay then we went off to watch "Where got ghost?!"
Lol the show is kinda boring honestly :/

Movie ended and it was about 8.30.
And WOAH, all of them escorted me home ;]
Haha reached home at about 9.
Freakishly happy today although i didn't show much of any emotions.


Baby, i promise you.


Hey readers, sorry for the short notice and stuff.
I'm clossing down my blog for now.
I have no time, no mood and lazyt o blog D:
I know, sorry~ Haha plus blogger ain't back to normal yet. Fuck it.
Will so called "MIA" for the time being in blogger.
So please... don't unlink me yet.
I WILL BE BACK!! Well soon enough xP

Well can't be bothered to blog honestly..
In addition, stupid blogger is still not fixed D: Fuck it sial. D':

Escape the Fate; Something: Nice song :DDD

So now you're running
it's hard to see clearly
When I make you angry
you're stuck in the past
And now you're screaming
So can you forgive me
I've treated you badly
But I am still here

Sometimes I wonder
Why I'm still waiting
Sometimes I'm shaking
that's how you make me
Sometimes I question why I'm still here
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else
Something to somebody else

You look at me through clouded eyes
I know you see through my lies
See the sky, see the stars
All of this could be ours
Out of sight, out of mind
we've been through this a thousand times
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

You know I would wait for ever
Yes I would wait (I would wait)
You know I would wait forever
Yes I would wait

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant
Something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And I'm the one that should mean something
But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else
Something to somebody else

Sunday26July2009

Gosh my computer sucks!! D:
There's "error on page" when i post, fuck it -.-
Currently for the time being i still can't blog properly D:

Well for the past few days, things been suckish ]:
Can't eat or sleep properly.
When i say can't means that one day its maybe only half a meal -.-
And only 4hours of sleep. Sigh, my mind's pretty messed up.

Well doing nothing much also. Lazy to blog about it.
But i definitely want to post about yesterday :D
Haha woke up at 7.30 and headed to MBS!! :D
Reached there at about 9plus, cause i missed my bus D:
But well, got to play 2songs with them.
After band practice, cheng, xing, ling and i headed to aunty mel's house.

It was a advanced birthday celebration for our dear junior samuel :3
Had lunch at the hawker, yeah then cheng, ling and i helped make the water bombs.
Halfway doing, they started throwing here and there already.
So in the end, we all went down stairs to just play.
Well balloons of water turned out to be buckets of water xD

Practically the whole neighbourhood was lookin at us.
As in four of us, spencer and samuel's friends xD
Well, i "at least" got 10buckets of water poured over me.
Well it was fun, but i was the first to up, cause i wasn't feeling well.

Bathed and changed.
You know? Got changed into Shannon's old clothes xD
And it's still freaking hugeeeee :X
Then helped aunty mel with the food and preperations.
Stupid shannon also found out my weak point.
And now he keeps poking me, damn it -.-

After dinner, had cheesecake!! :D
Haha after that, went to play alil basketball with xing and shanon.
Well didn't play much, cause there was alot of people at the court ._.
Yeah then went cycling.. Until 9, ling's dad fetch 3of us home :]
Reached home at 9.20..