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22November2007

1year with XingYing & AhhCheng
2years with XingYing & AhhCheng

04August2009♥DarylChew

Baby, you were always there
making me smile :]
You have the nicest shoulder.
Haha and you made my moodswings ever so stable :D
Baby, your promise you made
will always be kept in heart.

Friends 'n' Outings;
-Friends to be happy always :D
-Outings with full clique
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9&10 :D
-Flyer, Kbox, Pool, Sentosa
with clique(s)
-Outing with drama-mama club
1,2,3,4&5
-Go mastercraft with szekai
-Watch; "UP","Monsters VS aliens"
&"FAME"

Self 'n' School;
-Moodswings to be controlled better
-Top 5 for EOY :D
-Pass all subject in RP
accept chi in midyear 2009
-A1/A2 for EOY's
art paper & overall :D
-Get into SEC4N2 2010
-Have more freedom& privacy..
-Stop slashing/hurting myself

Stuff(s);
-No celebration for my 15th birthday
-More tops,dress, makeups' & shoes
-Own Laptop, iTouch, Camera
-Paint my room maroon
-New handphone :D
 -More more money $,$
-163 tall, fairer
-Black& gray stripped hoodieee,
-shoulder/school bag
-White havanas
-Black leather jacket, N cap :]
-Curse that stupid bitch get
expelled / sent to GIRLS HOME.



Thoughts left behind.


Thursday20August2009

Lazy to blog about what's been going on.. soo..
i'm just posting about somethings that i really want to say.

I know your paranoid, you're changing into the better.
Compared to the past few times, i'm proud now that you understand.
But still somethings tend to bug me, i really want to talk to you.
But i won't even know if you're listening to me or not.
Because now you, what ever problems you just say "i don't care".
Every single time you say that, my mind's always wandering.
What happened to the girl i know.
And i seriously feel like screaming at you to wake up and look at yourself.
I know i've always been there for you, but what would you do?
If the closest people you knew ain't there to help you.
Solve it yourself? Or solving it by making it worse.
i'm not trying to say as if you suck at solving.
But you also have to think of the other party's mindset and personal thinking.
And i don't want you to have this mindset that
"Oh everybody hates me, i don't care.
As long as my friends are there for me its okay."
Well my dear, everything doesn't just stop there.
You have to do things yourself, actions speak louder than words.
Every decision and doing is what made everything happen in the first place.
Maybe you think i suck for sayin all these shit.
But think about it awhile.
I ain't mad, i just don't know how to help anymore.

My heart is just too soft for the people i really care about.
People tend to say i'm a good friend, what do they know? Haha
Even i think as a friend i'm over protective to what i do.
And i know i suck for that, haha who am i kidding..
I suck for so many things and i wonder why people don't hate me for it.
Gosh, i'm happy i really am. But sometimes i felt as if i was crushed.
But why? I don't know.. I don't feel as lonely as before.
But still at the same time, i still felt that i was alone.
Gosh what am i thinking again.
Haha, I have daryl, cheng, xing, celine, shad and yongxuan.
They are always there for me when i need a listening ear.
They make me laugh every single day, and i love it.
I've never felt happier for the past few days.
Honestly i'm happy with what i've got now,
just that why does this feeling keep coming?
Paranoid. And i don't intend to do anything about it :]