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22November2007

1year with XingYing & AhhCheng
2years with XingYing & AhhCheng

04August2009DarylChew

Baby, you were always there
making me smile :]
You have the nicest shoulder.
Haha and you made my moodswings ever so stable :D
Baby, your promise you made
will always be kept in heart.

Friends 'n' Outings;
-Friends to be happy always :D
-Outings with full clique
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9&10 :D
-Flyer, Kbox, Pool, Sentosa
with clique(s)
-Outing with drama-mama club
1,2,3,4&5
-Go mastercraft with szekai
-Watch; "UP","Monsters VS aliens"
&"FAME"

Self 'n' School;
-Moodswings to be controlled better
-Top 5 for EOY :D
-Pass all subject in RP
accept chi in midyear 2009
-A1/A2 for EOY's
art paper & overall :D
-Get into SEC4N2 2010
-Have more freedom& privacy..
-Stop slashing/hurting myself


Stuff(s);
-No celebration for my 15th birthday
-More tops,dress, makeups' & shoes
-Own Laptop, iTouch, Camera
-Paint my room maroon
-New handphone :D
-More more money $,$
-163 tall, fairer
-Black& gray stripped hoodieee,
-shoulder/school bag
-White havanas
-Black leather jacket, N cap :]
-Curse that stupid bitch get
expelled / sent to GIRLS HOME.

i've just wasted another day just to wait

hais... :(
last night could'nt sleep well,now i feel like puking.
cause ytd could'nt sleep cause of ytd then woke up at 8 to 9 like that
then i go shower, then i watch tv till 12+


afterwards have been using the com till now...
today well its a saturday should have wen to mbs but
cannot go cause ytd went liao then my sis said she wan go cut hair
at first planned to go cut hair then waited till 3 4 plus she still not home hais i said
she not going cut hair le sian whole day got nth to do lerhhs.
so thought positive thought he would be online so waited,
mean while waiting, i go play game to kill time...

so in the mids of the game round 4-5 got email
i did'nt bother cause was to focus on the game so heck care...
after playing it was about 6.10 like that in the end the email was from him

he said


god damm it

i seriously gonna miss u during tis weekend.
i cant imagine how muchi am gonna miss u during the holidays.xp.
lolI LOVE U.hope u enjoy ur weekend.


ByeBye:B.


i was like god damn it he was using the com oh shit ...
if he said that he comfirm means he can't use the com
for the weekend le i was hais i was waiting for oyu the whole day then ....
in the end falier T.T he cannot online ...


because of staring at the com for more than 7 hours my head and eyes hurt
quite badly so went to my room listen to music and

ly on my bed for awhile and was thinking
alot of things ... which made me even more moodless


well so bout 15mins i called celine she said

she was tired so i say nvm then really nth to do so called si kei
and told her everything about i how i feel.
in the end telling everything made me feel really alot better

cause i was alone for the whole day then at that moment
celine was tired and i did'nt felt like calling others
and hes phone was confiscated and i aslo felt like calling si kei since she is really
my most trusted friend... i mean although no offence

even though me and my friends are close..
i dun't know if i could trust them

i just don't have the an quan gan after telling them
but when i talk to si kei usually i feel easy...

and shes always been so honest
even though we are not as close as my other friends

but we trust each ther alot xP


then while i was talking to her

i notice i have not even smiled trough out the whole day.
so okay nvm ... swa so talk to si kei till 9+

then continue use the com then my sis came home
wow... finally she got home.. i was omg yes shes finally home

at least i wont' be so lonely anymore
so talk to her till 10 - 10.10 like that then now blogging lorhhs

hmmms btw eileen,...

get well soon . don't get those matters over your head
you see lahhsnow sick lerhhs have fever -.- takecare nia.


although now i'm under presure making a decision well still
have to get on with life remembering that life is'nt fair at all.
cause now i'm really confused wether believeing which side
will make peace for everyone. well no one can predict the future
well lets just see whats gonna happen next.. cause now i'm really confused
and i really don't know what to do... hmmms just so tired
have not eaten except 2 pieces of bread well but i'm not hungry
i'm not in a mood to eat + i feel like puking x(
hope i will K.O. soon enough.
nehh... i'l just eat ice-cream later maybe my heart will feel better ...




i'm really tired of all the lies D`: