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22November2007

1year with XingYing & AhhCheng
2years with XingYing & AhhCheng

04August2009♥DarylChew

Baby, you were always there
making me smile :]
You have the nicest shoulder.
Haha and you made my moodswings ever so stable :D
Baby, your promise you made
will always be kept in heart.

Friends 'n' Outings;
-Friends to be happy always :D
-Outings with full clique
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9&10 :D
-Flyer, Kbox, Pool, Sentosa
with clique(s)
-Outing with drama-mama club
1,2,3,4&5
-Go mastercraft with szekai
-Watch; "UP","Monsters VS aliens"
&"FAME"

Self 'n' School;
-Moodswings to be controlled better
-Top 5 for EOY :D
-Pass all subject in RP
accept chi in midyear 2009
-A1/A2 for EOY's
art paper & overall :D
-Get into SEC4N2 2010
-Have more freedom& privacy..
-Stop slashing/hurting myself

Stuff(s);
-No celebration for my 15th birthday
-More tops,dress, makeups' & shoes
-Own Laptop, iTouch, Camera
-Paint my room maroon
-New handphone :D
 -More more money $,$
-163 tall, fairer
-Black& gray stripped hoodieee,
-shoulder/school bag
-White havanas
-Black leather jacket, N cap :]
-Curse that stupid bitch get
expelled / sent to GIRLS HOME.


I'm Really Sorry. D:


oh my god..
i'm such an awful person D:
i did'nt know i hurt so many people
eileen...
bunny toh...
sorry i did'nt mean to hurt you guys.

sunday`o3AUGUSTo8

today was sort off a saddening day for me,
but it did'nt started this way.
today woke up at 9+, smsing bunny whole day:)
then until the mids of tution it started to ....
yeah turning out what i did'nt expected.
during tution he sms he told me he was at suntec
then he and royce will be coming down to find me
so i told him i could'nt make sure that i'll see him.
then when he cabbed down to katong,
he mistaken that i was at katong mall
well i was at katong shopping centre instead.
so ya my tution teacher release me late
and my parents was going to reach alr
then by then if he came i still could'nt see him
so when he was alr on the way to KSC
i told him not to come and yeah he got sad.
i felt guilty and yeah when i was in the car i broke down.
when i reach the toilet at some restaurant i called royce
wandering where was he, royce told me he was gone.
in the end i felt that because of me
he went missing so broke down again
so while i was eating i smsed him and explained to him
yeah but he did'nt reply...
so when i got home i called him but he hung up on me
so i called cheng and told her wad happen
yeah so talking and crying luhh.
after that i called him again he picked up
and could hear he was'nt right.
and like when i aksed him are you sad or mad he replied
he does'nt know.then i asked are'nt you sad?
he replied if sad i also can do nothing.
after that we hung up cause his phone low batt
then i called cheng and told her what happen.
soon xing joined in he conversation
while telling them i broke down 3 times larhhs -.-
like stupid la me.soon after putting down..
he called he said sorry, at first i wandered why
and he told me its because he wanted to ignore my phone calls
so he turned his phone off when he turned it on
he was waiting for my phone call
and said when he picked up he realised how much i meant to him
when i hear i broke down again. idoit rightme ? z.z
yeah well thats what most of today happen larhhs.
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and now some words to my most most beloved ones
ahahahas sorry xing and cheng
that eileen and clarence wan is longer cause
i'm also apologizing xP



to: eileen


baobei... i did'nt know how hurt were you seriously
but telling you honestly that day when i bung seh you
i felt guilty also.well when that few days
when you started being so quite it did'nt felt right
but then everytime i ask you, you always answered the same things
that you had nothing to say. so ya i really treated that
you really had nothing to say.
and when you told me that you feel left out its because
during that period of time that you were with suting
i also started to be with xingying thats why sorry
i'm not trying to say that its your fault.but then thats what i fell larhhs
.and i also miss the times, you being so hyper with me
ya sorry sometimes like i've been too over protective to clarence
but its because yeah we got alot closer. so yeah sorry
and i also hope that you and xing are sometimes havin conflict
i noe your trying your very best to accept her.
hahahs yeah shes also trying to change to the better
i mean think of time when 3 of us laughed until very jia lads rmb?
and actually xing does'nt want to be just normal friends with you
hahaha so yeah so dont' get upset.
at PE rights actually i was'nt siding you or her ok
well i'm stuck in the middle again. thats why ._.
so hoping that we'll still be as close as we use to kay :)
and thank you for all the laughter hypertism ans siaoness
since we use to be so hyper. i hope we can be that 2 crazy friends again
i thank you that when i need a listening ear you there
but i'm sorry if i had to always hurt your feelings
and to always be too strait forward.
hahahs so i hope that we'll last to the very max if possible duh xP

to: clarence ♥

boyfriend, i'm real sorry for these few days
for how i've been treating you.esp today...
well i don't really know why actually ._.
actually now i also dunno what to really tell you anymore
but thanks for giving me more happiness in to life.
i'm just feeling guilty cause i feel that i've neglecting you these few days
and can see that your trying your best to spent time with me.
but i really hope that your not thinking that when everytime
i can't go out with you or what and your thinking i'm giving excuses .
well i'm really not cause if your sad i will alway feel super damn guilty luhh.
but in my life so far your the best guy that have been treating me (:
and ya when i msg you that msg when i said i broke your heart
i really thought through that what you have done luhh
then like until now i broke your heart super alot of times
compared to you breaking my heart is alot okay?
and yeah telling you the truth your the sweetest i've met :D
yeah so i'm saying sorry for what i've done
for like the whole relationship and thank you :D
yeah wishing we'll last kay?
ahahas even though i know maybe
you won't be able to see this but i wish you could
and this is what i want to say luhh :P
and hahas yeah i love you xP

to: xingying




xingying.. thanks for being there when i needed you :D
and i'm sorry that last time i had to make you the middle person
of celine and me and for being mean and too strait forward at times.
but thank you bringing more siao-nest and laughter into my life
and thanks for some meaningful advises when i needed help.
even though last year at times we had conflict to each other
at least it all worked out now :D
yeah but sorry i don't have much to say but thanks you !!! :D
and i hope to last long long long long long long :D

to: ahhchengg




cheng!!! same words to you
thank you for always being there when i'm feeling down.
but i'm sorry that sometime i leave you out in conversations.
but a big big thank you for you and xing
always there to lend me a listening ear :D
well actually you and xing de are almost
bout the same things that i want to say.
i just lazy type now xP sorry .
and for all the good times we had i'll treasure them .
hoping our friendship will last until the very long :D


thanks you guys for bringing happiness & colours into my life
without you guys i don't know why am i even in this world
if all you were to turn back on me,
i swear i'll go crazy maybe even kill myself :X
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!♥