saturday`30AUGUST08
still as moodless D:
woke up at 7+ then
dolled-up left the house at 8+
ba,ma,jie and me went to paragon
ma she went for screening..
ba,jia and me went to dentist
blah blah blah...
in the end my sis wisdom teeth
are coming out xD cause we took x-ray
mine is like omg i also
can see my wisdom teeth.
but not fully developed yet :D yay
um so yeah everything got settled
and i'm gonna put on braces
on 11sept08,thursday :D like dunno why.
like i'm just excited to put it on
from morning till afternoonn we haven eat
so sis and me super damn hungry lor
so all went to have lunch,
omg lahh i eat like 1/4 of the plate
already super damn full ._. like wth xD
after that we went to taka go look look
then left for home (:
Eileen,
sorry.. but i'm just so worried,
cause like the war between
that someone and me just ended,
and its very obvious she still hates me.
thats why i will have this crazy feeling that she'll break our friendship. rmb she wanted to find trouble for me? ya in the end it did not happen, and now it feels like she can't hurt me outside, but the inside instead,and its by breaking all of us up D:
but thanks for all those touching words
all are appreciated.
okay now i have nothing to hide
although you see celine and me
talking and laughing all the time
we are actually still not as close as we used to be
well its not the first time and we all know shes
a problamatic girl even she knows that
so actually celine and me can be friends but not so close
or we comfirm argue like shit everyday.
to me shes a fun person
to play,irritate and talk to (sometimes) withxD
during chinese i don't usually spent time with you
cause ya i don't like chinese xD
and you and suting the chinese are great
so i don't want to disturb you.
well i'm just saying i'm worried that
i would lose one of my friend,
since the beginning of the year,
there are always so many problems
its like it never stops..
one after another and its so irritating D: and another thing is that your not the only one who are facing this alone, just want to let you know we don't want to leave you out. i also have my own troubles to confront. and i won't let some person to just break our friendship just like that. its really very hurtful for me to hear all these crap from others and you, and since all of us have been together for so long but why is our friendship so fragile? i swear i never hide anything from you now, i also have nothing to hide. i really don't want to do all these now.. these few days i'm like half dead already,moodless, worried for all my other troubles. so ya if you want to trust us or believe us its still up to your choice,we can't force you no matter what i know you may be confused now but you should know the war between her and me could'nt just end to easily so whatever she say please don't take it in heart. if you really treat us as your closest one you would really know that we are not the kind of people who have nothing better to do. and other then her who else badmouth about us cause SERIOUSLY telling the truth we DID NOT talk about you,esp the bad thingsbout you we don't treat you as some puppet or a doll we know you have feelings too. but really what ever we did that we broke your heart just saying i'm real sorry.... just wanna let you noe , no matter wad we will aways be here with you confronting your crap with you kay and please don't let all thos rumors get in your head we are not the people you think we are D: and i don't want to fall into her trap an so should you.. but now whats left is its up to you to believe who right or whos wrong... if i'm wrong at a few certain things,i'm sorry, but if you think she's right,ihave nothing to say anymore. take your time to decide (:
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