Guilt's sinking in, baby i'm sorry.
Thursday26Febuary2009
Lol, did not post last night again.
Can't remember much, but i'll try to remember.
First 2periods was PE, played freezebee, kinda boring.
Then geography, 2periods. Recess was next.
Had 2 periods of maths, learned about coordinate geometry.
2 english period, lunch then mother tongue. All i can say is that, yesterday, school was a bore!
Was having fucking moodswings.
After school, mother came to fetch me home.
Watched tv, bathed, got ready went for tution.
Tution, went trough coordinate geometry again cause i did not understand
a single shyt of what Ah Loy was talking about z.z
But still got to understand in the end :)
After tution, parents came to fetch, reached home at about 7.35 i think.
Friday27Febuary2009
Today school? i don't wanna talk about it, it was so so so boring ._.
Well other than assembly ._.
During assembly, nicholas, javier and esmond got public canning z.z
Last time like people canning kinda scared, now like no feeling xD LOL.
Yeah then had some sex talk, idoit the STD's photos fuckin disgusting lah! Okay dropping the subject or i'll have nightmares T.T After school, had lunch with xing, lucas and en hao.
Was very silent at that period of time, very bazaar, not use to it.
Yeah, after eating lunch. XingYing went for council duty at PAC room.
At that time was like 1.25 ONLY. Band starts like what? 2.30 -.-
I was totally alone can? Yeah read reader's digest instead.
Until about 2, cannot tahan went to band room cause band room open already xD Yeah so set-up instrument and help shadrina and lin er with their parts.
Soon xingying came she set up too and joined us.
Played and played, we ended up slacking and watched soccer peeps playing.
Well, we were'nt even suppose to slack in the first place.
It's because Mr Quek was 1hour and 15minutes late -.-
Finally at 3.50 or near 4 she came to test the clarinetist.
Still she said it was as horrible but improved alil :) After test, was about 4.30. Went to canteen with xing, slacked ate maggiee.
Well we stayed all the way till 6.10 like that cause bunny went to play soccer.
He changed his cca from NPCC to soccer :3 Cool, but kinda sadded cause
I'm already alil having little time to spend with him yet he's joined soccer.
Practices on monday, wednesday and friday D; Kinda worried but at the same time happy for him. Yeah then when we're finishing our maggiee,
a girl fainted infront of the drink stall ._. Michelle i think an ex school student
Wheel chaired her to the general office with xingying and helpout for awhile.
Yeah at about 6.10 left school went to 110 bus-stop accompany
xingying wait for her bus to come, haha and of course with baby.
Crapped with Javier and Casper at around that period cause like met them
at 110 smoking z.z Idoit they keep bloody hell physco baby to smoke ):
Soon, xingying boarded bus and left. Baby walked me halfway to bus-stop
then went home already D: Reached home near 7, yeah went to room
hugged bear bear and KO-ed until 8.40 haha yeah then did usual stuff.
Damn it, i am really starting to feel guilty, wait not starting but is feeling guilty
for not spending time with baby D: I mean the last time we even really talked
for very long was like what? More than 1month ago T.T
Now, recess not lunch he never sit with cliques and i anymore.
He follows royce they all again, yeah after school he never stays back anymore D:
Really am missing him past 2-3weeks, it's like having a feeling of neglection.
But at the same time happy for him. I don't know what has been happening lately,
things just change over time, getting alil lost. I miss him badly D: Baby, i am really missing you. ♥
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