 Damn.
Thursday07May2009
Yes i made it! :D I made it till 5am in the morning chionging my art prep :3
But to hell with it i woke up 40minutes late z.z Too tired i guess,
must be also that medicine that made me drowsy xD
So made it to school just on time :]
Haha yay, the school decided to stop taking temperatures already :D
At 8, had art paper at the humanities room. YAY! it's my last paper ^^
Thank goodness i drew finish all 4 sketches on time :D
At first i thought i could'nt finish D: Was really limited time.
In 3hours, we have to draw 4 bottles in pencil shading.
Still i think i sucked at the actual examination,
i still loved the pieces in my preperation better D:
Still, i hope to get A1 or an A2 for my art ^^
After exam went to canteen, lunched with jess, sikei and shimian.
Soon xing came, all lunched together :D
Later, cheng came and sadly i had to go. Cause sis was waiting for me at 109 -.-
She ended school early and wanna go home together.
So went to look for her, and we headed home together :D
Reached home at late 12, watched tv till slept and woke up at 5.
Did nothing much after that. Haha, but again i slept super duper early which was 8.
Halfway sleeping at 10.47pm, someone unexpected called me ._.
and you know, i think something bad just happened.
Friday08May2009
Late 9 woke up. Whooooots, if i'm correct i slept for
19hours altogether since yesterday afternoon :3 HAHA, hurray for me :D
Anw, today was a bust. Did nothing but computer all day.
Well not long later today, just realize something bad really did happen D:
Oh yeah did a quiz on "How nice are you". And it says.
You're nice when you want to be.
When you're having a good time, you're not going to let anyone get in the way.
You're not afraid to say what is on your mind,
but you will help out certain people if you believe they really need it.
Haha lol and i totally agree :D
Must you always leave something behind to make me feel insecure.
Even if we're not together already you just have to find some way
to get attention. Now your missing, you did'nt attend for your paper.
Yesterday and today. Even your brother called me just to ask
wether you attended school or not. If you think it's a game, well it's not funny.
just to think i can finally get over it in another few more steps.
But you just have to do something, everyone wants to know whats up in your mind.
Until now, i'm still waiting for the truth. You think playing missing helps you,
it's not your just running from your problems.
Look if you just have any troubles why can't you just say it out.
Bottling it all up ain't doing you any good. If you know what's good for yourself,
GO HOME for god sake.. -.-v Making yourself missing just makes
the people who cares and love you worry sick for you because of your
own selfish needs. You don't tell anyone anything,
and i think you yourself know that you can't do it alone.
Stop telling me that because of your ego you do all sorts of stupid things to yourself.
You are just hurting yourself from the core of your internal self ]:
Look, if you think this is best for you.
All i can say, you are wrong plenty of people out there care for you. To think i can stop crying over you already, and now this. Stop it! It's killing me. Stop haunting me with your consistance stupid actions. Now, you're making me worried, too worried that i'm the verge of breaking down.
Must you always make me worry to the point that
i would do anything just to look for you?
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