 Let go and breathe.
Saturday18April2009
I want to start this post by.. Its literally the end of my 2nd relationship.
Oh well, obviously i'm super upset that i want to scream and commit suicide. But hell with it already, i'm trying entertaining myself. All i want to say to baby is that.. Thanks for everything (: But promise to keep those precious gifts with you, i don't want it back.
Goodluck to your studies and maybe your next will be luckier than me.
May god bless you, you will always remain as a goodfriend of mine. 18 April 2009, 08:16:41 am. I will always remember your love and care.
Well woke up at 7, and when i looked at phone. My day, I say.
Damn it, this is gonna get some getting use to.
Damn it, I'm sure to go back to my emo self and do stupid things. Damn it, that why the hell in all days now. Like wtf?! 2weeks before exams?!
Its a totally wrong timing, screw him to hell.
And i was aiming for top 10 in class.
No i can just kiss goodbye to that wish of mine. Damn it, my sis wore my clothes and made it wet -.- Damn it, i'm gonna cry real bad.
Well in every stupid sense i did not cry.. I held on so tight and tried to fight back, but realising what he said may be true. Maybe it's time to let go. At least telling me now is much better then the future. So at last, i agreed. Anyone that says i'm stupid for letting it go, say what every fucktarded crap you want. I bloody heckcare, now that i have more time. I can do what i want
to do since last year. Make that sorry bytch kiss her ass goodbye :D
At least now i have a new goal. ^^ I swear to show no mercy.
Okay sorry, jumping into other topics now xD So at 8.30 left the house,
walked to Tanah Merah to top up e-zlink card then stupidly my bus was fucking late. Like 20minutes can?! Was suppose to meet xingying at 637, 9.15, in the end 9.30 z.z
Reached her house, idoit me seriously have a weak heart -.-
I cried immediatly when i sat down with her at her computer desk.
At last, never went to MBS ): Slacked at her house, at 12.20 we took bus 65
headed to Tam 1.
Cool, over there.. Alot of japanese food xD YAY!
We went to hunt for pressies then at about 1.45 went to meet cheng and leb :D Headed to GV bought movie ticket and drinks and stuff went to cinema.
We watched Seventeen Again :D Haha so funny can?!
Zac Efon.. Oh my god, he's like damn shuai can xD Okay crapping up myself.
After movie was about 4 and xing and i had to rush to do something.
Went back to Tam 1 and bought stuff. At 4.40 like that we all headed
own directions. We all MRT-ed, took to Tanah Merah and walked home.
In a hurry you see :D Went back home bathed and dolled up -.-
And damn! I look like some doll, first its because of the dress and make up. 2nd is because i think i looked pretty fake -.- Thank god my parents did'nt realise something was wrong with me. Well, i have to act right? xD
Ate, then went out with sibs to do some ridiculous things xD Haha serve that stupid driver right :) Sadded, no chance to drink today ): Sian lah, so anyway reached home at 11.
To some KPOs': Yes, its a clean break and stop asking. It's freaking irritating to repeat everything again and again! Get lost, or i'll kick your asses until you fly :)
Want to know more information ask the bunny and not me. Seriously.
Lend me a shoulder
when you see my eyes starting to water.
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